making the scarf....

haha...malam tadi tetibe rajin jerkk...sesambil dgr mp32 jiweengg tahap gaban....me memulakan process of making the flower gurl scarf utk anak2 saudara ku yg sukeee berangan2 nak jadi pwinses la...snow white la....Madagascar la...uikss...Madagascar???hihihihi....so...sebab tema white+darkknightgreen...hehe...cik ya telah cube menghasilkan scarf yang segedikss mungkin utk korang....'miza' one of them siap pesan...."cikya...miza nak pakai lipstick tau, jgn lupe"...wahhh....xcited dorang eh...

scarf yg dh siap....ingat nnt nak add 'bulu2' tp tatau nak carik kt ne...

taraaa....aik..sesat lak telinga 'Gloria' gua...hahaha....

**pict last year....sebahagian dr the berangan gurlzzz...eh, sesat lak si rizq tuh....hehe.....

fav.tshirt....

holaa.....haha...2day im wearing one of my fav. tshirt.....ahakss....tshirt ni my lil sis bg time me burfday thiz year....haha...thnks dik! muaxz! act. my mom didnt like me wearing those fancy+graphican+tahpape tshirt **whichhh i likeeee** because she said that...it make me looks like youngsterrrsss...hahaha....but now she's ok with it...."ok what bu...kan..kan..."skarang dia akan gelak jerrr....syg ibu! kekeke....mentang2 kt creative dept ni bule sesuke hati je pakai ape....masing2 sesukasuki je...hahaha.....i loveeee my job...cecece.....

the reason y i likeee those weird+fancy TSHIRT....
1) the design - cannot xplain la
2) senang nak mix n match dgn jeans/cardigan/longsleve/whatsoever
3) senang nak bergerak time kerja....senang nak hyperactive...hahaha
4) nmpk cool....kekeke
5) malas nak gosok baju kemeja/kurung/dll **ni sebenarnya subjek utama***haha

so that's it....

me 2dy @ office....

tshirt ni ade tulis "garang tapi cute"....hehe...garang ke??cute ke???mesti la cute....kekekkeeke.... thats what my lil sis discribe me....tnya dia...ahahaha....

mimpi....

semalam me bermimpi....
mimpi gigi geraham bawah saya patah....
teringat kate org tua2....rase ramai yg akan berfikiran mcm tu kan...
tp ajal maut ditangan tuhan....tp kalo dah terjadi itu kira mcmana eh....
hurm.....hati sy berdebar2....entahla.....
org kate bakal pengantin selalu dpt mimpi pelik2...sebab stress la bagai....
maybe kot....mmg sekarang agak stress pon....tido rase cam tak cukup...
hurm....harap2 ianya sekadar mimpi.....

need y'all opinion....

this story isn't bout me, but one of my bestest childhood fwen which i didnt contect her for a long time....tetibe windu dia..nak tnya kabar...and i got thiz storie...

her name is H. i will describe her...a soft spoken gurl...a little bit cubby n cute...free hair and very manje...before this, she never had a bf in her life....she had a crush with sumone in the neighborhood....the man called B... after B knows that my frend like him..he, take an advantage. he used H as his partime lover, or peneman setia bile2 mase je yg dia rase sunyi or whatever it called. and then one day, H meet sumone called Y. Y is a very supportive, kind, loving n menghargai H. Start with frenship then turn to love....they start dating as a couple....H was ask Y about his past life....Y said that he just broke off with his fiance bcoz of his fiance find sumone who is his bed full with money..(ye la kot)....they alwayz spend time 2gether without nothing to worried about. and then one day, Y said that he got a job that he have to transfer him sumwhere else (oversea) and in the limited time..my frend cried an except and try to make her heart understand.... ade jodoh xkemane ye tak... but sum how then another news come ups.... her bf is sumone husband....damn~~and in their process in getting divorce....it is bcoz of his wife cheated on him and force him to divorce her...all this while the 'fiance' he's telling about is his wife...H ask Y is it true...and Y try to admit but he scared.....and also SHE pregnant which which Y not sure who child she carried....DNA will solve the problem....and my frend cried all night long thinking what she going through.....Y is in love with H and hope that she can face the fact...he ask H to wait for him until the whole case/process end.....anyone will say that "alaa....cari je yg lain..." or "kalo aku , aku taknak la "...but for her in that C2ation is a damn~~ hard to handle... the question is... should her move on and get a new life or wait for Y to settle down with da'thing' and then married H and start a whole new life ???

life is sumthing with everything in it.....

more kenduri....

so last sat. me and ma family pegi ke klang.....kenduri kawin.... my lil sis sha2 da bomb ikot bcoz she is in her semester break....baru balik dari kelantan tu....waw...she seem so kurusss...haha... kenape dik??awk tak makan ke??hahaha.....
kebetulan my wedd card dah siap...so my ibu rase its better bwk sekali nak bg kat sedare yg dah jumpe kat sane...even its a little bit early...tp senang kan..alang2...huhu....

ibu...tgh tulis2 card sambil diperhatikan oleh my uncle....


me and my lil sis....dah kurusss dah dia....jeless tol...hihihi....

me @ today

today....seems like my usual day...woke up , kelip2 mate....duduk termenung n then mandi...turun lift, stat enjin...wrommm.....hurm...psang mp3 players (teringat cik mok..huhuhu...jiwenggg)... dgr lagu rasmi...crush - david aclta then change to fm, wawww...my fav song of this week...by simple plan...hurmm...slalu lak dorang play thiz week.... kenapa kepala otak ni serabut eh...mggu yg sungguh menyerabutkan...nothing muchhh 2 say.... thiz weekend nak balik bukit ulu yam yg ku chentaiiii...hahaha......

lirik simple plan - welcome to my life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

winduuuu copottt.......

any-verz-sarry?!

sampai2 office je rase semangat halilintar memenuhi otakku...wahahaha...(awal2 jerrrss..) huhu.....2day is my anniversary with my cik mok...haha...semlm teringat...dah 5 years 2gether..alhamdullilah n hopefully till the end..aminnn... kunun dia nak buat ala2 romantik gitu...even he's not that type...hehe..soriee...'tut'**mee too** kiteorg kan pasangan ganas..wahaha.....kunun je tu...so cik mok tnya nak makan mane....fikirrrr...punya fikirrr....at last i pick the most romantica de amour placeeeee.....heee....

itu aje...makan steamboat...huhuhu....simple je...haha...dlm2 byk2 itu yg dipilih...

dah ptg malas btl nak keje...tp byk plak keje nak dibuat.....haha...so daaa...

ma shirt....on my malas dayy...ahahaha...(dah tertulis di situ pown) huhuhu....

life as a graphic designer....

this quot me c&p from one of d'unknown encyclopedia....

"A graphic designer (also known as a graphic artist) is a professional within the graphic design and graphic arts industry who assembles together images, typography or motion graphics to create a piece of work. A graphic designer creates the graphics primarily for published, printed or electronic media, such as brochures and advertising. They are also sometimes responsible for typesetting, illustration and web design, or take a teaching position, although these specialties may be assigned to specialists in various graphic design occupations. A core responsibility of the designer's job is to present information in a way that is both accessible and aesthetic."

hurm....dgr mcm best kan...yeah....sum people said that a graphic designer has no life at all... all their surrounding is an art....where d eye catch up the idea of sumthing....hahaha... and for me , mcm tu la life...what i c...can be the idea of sumthing that i dont know....xreti nak explain.... sumtime kan, people think that graphican's is a weirdo...mmg kot...even my mom...hahaha.... she think im weird..."pelik la ko ni" ....haha..slalu dia ckp camtu....but i just love 2b myself... tugas seorang graphican ni mmg besar..yelah, bukan setakat nak fulfill hati sendiri, but those out there yang akan berkait rapat dengan design itu....sumtime kite rase that is the best idea, but not from their eyes right??! hehehe....

ok la...just sharing...

reveal my baju nikah....wahahaha...

ingat nak secret2...but ade kawan2 yg nak tgk pict baju nikah....hurm..yelah, maybe dorang xsabar kot...kekekke...so me nak tunjuk je la sipi2...hehehe....hurm...baju ni my mom n lil sis yang pilih....lil sis mmg nak perfect je sume (sebab dia mmg perfectionist kununnn) me je yang selambe bombe je...xkesah ape2 pon ok...hahaha....so naahhh....

full wif beadss....

tiara zulaika...

tiara zulaika...wahaha...name anak saudara ku yg sorang nih....klasik la gitu...tibe2 nak g jumpe dia...makin cubby lak tgk dia...name gelaran aku bagi 'tara'...hahaha...dia panggil aku 'cit yah' kekekke....mcm porrah cit lak kan...suke layan dia sebab dia ni anti ngan aku...sebab aku suke sakat dia...hahaha....

"mummyyy...cit yah wattt....jaat lah cit yah niii....dah la tak cute...belasah kang"


"eeee...geramnya aku dgn cit yah ni....mmg tau...tensioonnn tol la"

"eee....kalo aku penyetkan dia ni kang..haa...baru tahu sape lagi cubby...eee..."

hahhaaa....sekian terima kasih....cayang tara...nnt cik ya belanje slurpee yeh....kekekekkeke....

cik mok servey dewan.....

haha....ni pict last week rasenya, but baru dpt dari cik mok...ok...

last week cik mok and his cousin pesol (mamat yg nak kawin same2 kami) buat lawatan ke dewan yang akan kami sewa utk majlis sebelah dia....dewan tu kat sg.buloh..a little bit far from my future parent~in~law house, but dewan tu adalah berbaloi untuk anda sewa...hahaha..promote sket...cube anda..anda....dan anda bayangkan.....................................dah bayangkan ke? haha....rm400 sahaje harge sewaannya dgn kapasiti dewan yg besar, ade changing room, car park yg luasss....pengudaraan yang baik....dan the most important...toilet dia bersih ooo....(for now la, nnt xtau la kan) hahaha.....so..mengikut bajet kami pon booked for date 110109.....

here's the preview....

pintu masuk ala-ala mewah gituu...awww....hihihi

parking lot yg luas...sesape driffter cam aku ni gerenti suke....hahaha...

dalamannya...tp tu bkn kami punya..tu ade org tgh prepared majlis dia...

so..that's it...bubai..daaaa

hurm....

alamak 2morrow im workin'... and after that...way back to bukit ulu yam yg dichentaiii...cecece...cik mok bucuk dah settlekan borang2 kebenaran kawin dia..borang Hiv...borang status bujangan dll...aku je blm buat pape.... huhu.. yelah..aku kena pegi ngn wali (ayahande Hj.usop terchenta) , kan..kan...so thats why me kena balik sane...wawawa.....and nak tgk baju nikah yg dah siap tu...xsabar2...huhuhu....nnt me akan update...tp kalo tunjuk now, xseperais laaaa kan...kan.....hihihi...k la bubai...

Tag

ini kerja si eiza menge'tag' me..hehe..thanks anyway...ok sebab tgh free so nak buat bende ni....

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

my cik mok@fiance

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.

- panas baran

- kemas (sebab me suke sepah2)

- gelabah (kadang2)

- suke makan

- workaholic (hahaha)

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

hurm...ask me to marry him..hihihi...

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?

" u ni keras kepala laa" (hahaha)

5. If he/she become your lover, you will…

love him too...three...four...

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…

entahlaa...

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on…

perhatian for me...huhu...

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is…

alamak....xtau nak jawab

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

naik roller coster...sebab dia mmg xnak naik...

10. The overall impression of him/her is…

senang marah...senang cool (kalo pujuk)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

entahla....but i try to be me..opsss the best of me! hehe...

12. The character of you for yourself is?

hehe....suke senyum...suke marah...suke bende pelik...overall...me=weird...huhu

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

hurmm....nak 'dia' jadi perfect...

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

me and myself....

15. For the people who care about and like you, say something about them.

thanks a lot....tengkiuuu.....

16. Ten people to tag: (10 org yg akan di tag)

aduaiii...hantam aje laaa....hahahaha....

1 eiza
2 kak rose
3 kawan baru
4 kak munie
5 lya da bomb
6 leelot
7 entah..hahaha
8 lady noe
9 misi
10 mizami

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

bf dia baru meninggal..inalilah...now she single i guess...

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

female...

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

entah....bestfrend kot derang..

20. How about no. 5 and 8?

dorang xkenal...tp masing2 ske sopink kot..(mee tooo)

21. What is no. 1 studying about?

QS....itu je yg saye tahu...go eiza u can do it!

22. Is no. 4 single?

nope..dah jadi isteri solehah seseorang...huhuu

23. Say something about no. 6

lmane ko menghilang sejak raye...hehehe....dtg wedd aku tau leelots...haha

itu saje sekian...

1 month, 2 weeks to go...

hurm...so dah dekat dah tarikh bahagia itu...jadi me prepared barang2 (atc bekas2) for my hantaran2....so..this time bukan buat utk myself, but buat utk my fiance and sorang lagi my fiance cousin which he will be married 1 week b4 us...(saje dengki tau..hihihi...) so nnt 11 januari 2009, kami akan bergabung ...huhu...so, my fiance cousin ask me to choose the 'gothic' colours...hurmmm....so at last i pick green vs black for him and for my cik mok red vs black.... huh??! gothic kann...kann...kann....hehehhe...

p/s: blom decorate lagik...just testing2 jerrr....hihihi....

basuh kreter....

setelah dua bulan xbasuh kete ku tu....rase nak g hntr car wash la...biase laaa...time kan limited...cik mok offer nak belanje basuh kete....hehe..jom...sempat lagi posing2 amik gmbr kat car wash tu...

kete cute ni kena basuh....

can u spell "dashboard"??

gadgetss lagik.....

xde idea nih...but...nak tnjuk pict yg me candid mase kuar ari tuh...dia mmg xcited bangett kat gadget....hihihi...lawak...

search for bj sanding....

hurm....after work last saturday me n cik mok plan nak g usha2 baju sanding....yelah..kan lagi one month n three weeks...hehe...so kiteorg g servey2 area2 shah alam dlu..nak tgk price n package yg ade...so jalan2 la....

(p/s: pict xclear sgt)
kebykkan harge sume dah naik..bj sewa pon naik...average sume dlm rm950 ~~ rm1300....full assesories...aduhai...byk betul nak pakai duit...cik mok nak cari baju yg luar dia ade jaket tu.... so kiteorang blm decide lagi....nak survey tmpt lain dulu....

so....tetibe aku ternampak satu kedai yg menarik...kedai yg xde kena mengena dgn bj sanding..hihihi.....mule la nak masuk...hehe.... best tau barang2 kat situ...so..so grafik..wahaha...design2 dia pon not bad...harge pon ok...teruja aku melihatnyaaa.....

antara stuff yg menarik perhatian aku..so cute....and design dia cantik...

mule la aku nak membeli...haha....but fikir2 nak letak mane..cik mok xkasi beli dulu...dia kate nnt dah kawin aku berhak memenuhkan ruang dapur dgn ape jua yg aku nak..haha...dengan syarat gune duit sendiri....hihihi.....xsbr nak hias rumah sendiri....

lastly aku beli benda ni..sebabnya..tgl satu je...aku kan gatal tgn mesti nak beli juge....

cantik kan....ni liquid dispenser...satu bulat n satu lagi pnjng sket....suke sebab design n colour dia...nice....but after dah beli...belek2 dlm kreter and i notice that ade logo sesuatu disitu....cik mok yg perasan...

ade logo roxy plak...haha....ni roxy tiruan kerr...haha...weird tp ok la...at least me ade branded liquid dispenser...wahaha....

a day of jalan-jalan cari makanss....

waahhh...kejap je dah ari minggu...and esok akan keje balik...so mcm biase la...ari2 cuti adalah ari utk jalan,dating,urus hal kawin atau lain2 yg sewaktu dengannya... so utk minggu ni, kami jalan-jalan cari makan...1st kiterang kidnap adik cik mok kat puchong...sebab esok besday dia...terus kiterang gerak ke 'tut' di damansara...haha...saje xnak bgtahu tmpt...tp rase2 korang tahu...tmpt tu ade meatball yg sungguh sedap...wah..wah...terliur...nyum nyum....

beberapa hidangan yg dah dipilih untuk dibedal...me and my adik ipar membelasah makanan yg telah diorder....hihihi....
cik mok n adik dia...same kan muke derang...hihi..dah adik beradik ye tak....

after dah makan...kiterang jalan2 cr pasal lak kat dalam...round2 dgn tujuan nak cr la bekas2 utk hantaran2 tu...belek2 tgk harge..mark , note and then chowss....target item dah jumpe...then me ternampak sesuatu yg best...curry puff..waww...best2....me pon beli...makan lagik...hihi...but then my cik mok try to snap a pict of the soft drink b4 we drink it...but thennn....gedebusss...hehehe...tertumpah segala isi air tu ke lantai...alamak..kempunan..but its ok coz 'free refill maaa'...hihihi....

kenduri kak ateh...lumut, perak.

entry lama lagi...asik2 tak sempat update sebab kabel camera xder...hihihi...so sabtu ari tu kami iaitu aku, cik mok bucuk. my ibu n bah pegi ke lumut...cousin aku kawen....kaler yg dia pilih santeekkk gak...tp yg pasti makeup dia sannteekkk sgt...dah mcm pelakon ngasriah tu dah aku tgk...hihihhiii.... ape2 pon congratsss arrr kak ateh..nnt wedding yaya jgn lupe dtg dgn hubby u yerr....nnt kite kumpul dgn hubby masing2 next raye kat rompin...

me and him...depan khemah...cik mok nmpk kurus kan...kan...kannn.... ahakss!

kak ateh.....cun makeup dia.
family....